Grand Canyon - United States if America - Colorado River
Mountain Everest - Nepal - Himalayas - Borderline of China - highest mountain
Northern Lights - Iceland
Great Barrier Reef - Australia - Over 900 islands - biggest coral reef system
Harbour of Rio de Janeiro - Brazil
Victoria Falls - Southern Africa - Zambezi river - Border of Zambia
Paricutin Volcano - Mexico
Seven Wonders of the world I must visit before i die
It’s not the first time my name has been brought up in couple’s arguments. I don’t even need to be close to either partner, yet somehow my name is always mentioned.
Every time I found out my name was brought up, it makes me feel like shit. I feel like shit because I feel as though I’ve done something wrong when everyone knows I haven’t. It’s friends girlfriends who cause so much drama.
Fucking hate it.
Fed up of crying.
Whatever excuse or reason they give me ( confronted people before) it’s always the same bullshit. They feel threatened, fucking threatened. Threatened of what?!?
The way I look?!? ( as i’ve been told many times this was the case) HE’S WITH YOU FOR A FUCKING REASON.
Don’t trust me? That’s fair enough, I can’t change your opinion, but I’ll do everything in my power to show otherwise. I see your boyfriend as a brother, not a piece of meat.
I flirt? I flirt with everyone. I even flirt with my best mate, who is a girl. The thing is, in my head I’m just being polite and friendly, yet to everyone else I’m flirting. (this is incredibly annoying -.-)
As arrogant as this sounds, believe me, I know it sounds incredibly arrogant, I have nothing to be arrogant about. I’m not that attractive girl, . I’m not girly what so ever. I’m a nerd. I don’t care what people think and naturally I’m laid back. What is there to feel threatened?
Unless i know the person well, it’s highly unlikely that I’ll communicate with them. I’m not a people person. I have a group of close friends. I’m not that social if I’m honest. If I’m close to your boyfriend, take it as a compliment than an insult. There is nothing, I mean nothing to feel threatened of.
has started to attack my lungs and heart. Fucking great.
This is how my anxiety has progressed over the 3 years:
Lack of sleep - Panic Attacks - lack of emotional stability (crying every 10 minutes) - lack of breath - panic attacks - long period of chest and heart burn
Fuck my life. Thank fuck it’s only temporary.